They own up and tell me they can’t help and have no idea what’s going on, one doctor in Ireland a

Doctor Gallagher kept asking me to return so I could tell him more of my experiences.

(I’m sorry if my English is not very good so please bear with me)

I’ve gone as far as to talk to priest and mediums out of curiosity to see what they might say, the priest always relate to Jesus and God which is what I expected.

One Medium by the name of Lillian Gibb and so I’ve been told the leader of 26 spiritual churches throughout Ireland and Scotland tried to lure me in with how she could see spirits around me Seven of them to be exact, but of course I knew this not to be true..

I have given up on help and what to do because there is no one who can explain my experiences

And what they are or mean.

So here we go I will explain as best as I can some of these experiences and see what you think.

But a bit about myself first then maybe you can piece together what’s happening.

I am 44 years old and so I’ve been informed born two and a half months premature.

I couldn’t talk until I was 5 years old and when I did my words came out backwards ,I would rock valiantly uncontrollably and bite myself until I bled.

I was born completely deaf in my left ear and had a terrible tick up until I was about 20 years old.

Because they knew nothing much about Autism or Aspergers in the 60s then my behaviour was put down to ‘’he’s just slow because he can’t hear so well in his left ear’’

I use to as a child point to telephone cables and say to my mother 17 and she would quickly count the birds and sure enough there would be 17 I would know how many without counting, I find I can still do this if I’m fast enough, it’s the only way I can explain it, if I don’t think about it then the numbers come up in my head.

On the hour I will know what the time is, it’s a trick my girlfriend is sick of seeing I guess it doesn’t have much use other than I feel the time and even when I’m in the middle of conversations I’m drawn to a clock somewhere in the room,apparently there are only 150 people in the world that can do this, all these people have a problem with their left frontal lobe with Asperegers or Autism.

Before I could even talk I would lie in my bed and feel like the room was moving or vibrating this happened a few times before I realized it was me that was vibrating, of course I had no idea what was going on and thought nothing of it, this would happen several times a year, and I would say it slowed down to once in a blue moon as I got older.

In 1991 I was living in Spain I went to bed on what I thought was just an ordinary night, I lead down and curled up to sleep when the vibrating returned, I was 26 years old and thought to myself for some reason ok I’m not scared I’m just going to relaxe and I did, the next thing I know is I’m floating onto the floor, I was conscious to everything that was going on, I knew that it was me that had floated into the corner of the room, before I knew it I also realized that I was laying in my bed and could see myself standing in the corner at the same time, I wasn’t scared and couldn’t move a muscle, I was able to observe what was going on and (Think)but there was nothing I could do, my spirit was looking back at me and then came back to my bed as slow as it had escaped from my body it returned again.

I have no idea what you think about this but something that I did learn was, I had no idea what was happening and then my spirit came back into my body ,this to me means ‘’you will only because you have a spirit.’ I had no idea how to return to my body so something else must have willed it back.

I spent the next 15 years having hundreds of out of body experiences, different ones from bilocasional O.B.E to spirits lying by my side.

I still have out of body experience but have learnt allot more about them, I can’t sleep in certain positions and as some of my ex-girlfriends and wife have seen I sometimes go into a trance where I can be fully conscience of what’s going on with my eyes open and have well let’s just say lots of activitie going on’

For years I would be so scared to lay down not just at night but even in the day, it’s even worse in the day, imagine a grown man crying in the corner of a room well that was me for a while and then I understood whatever it was that’s going on would never harm me, and it never did or will.

A few more quick stories.

When I was 13years old I sat down at my Auntie house some200 miles from where I lived, my mother had a long battle with Cancer five years in all, whilst I was sat in the kitchen I had what I can only explain as a warm feeling that crossed my chest at that exact moment my mother had just passed away and I felt it 200 miles away.

In 1996 my father telephoned me where I was living at the time Falkenberg Sweden he was telephoning from England.

It wasn’t like him at all to phone like he did well anyway he asked how I was and so on, he finished the conversation with take care son. I went back to my friends sat down next to my best friend at the time Olaf and told him that my father would be dead within a week, sure enough he died of a heart attack his one and only one, and it killed him outright.

I could talk to you forever about my experiences, there is much more that I’ve not mentioned

But the more I say the wackier that it all sounds.

The funny thing is I am not religious not at all and I do believe in science and always have done but science would be very ignorant to think it knows everything and if it does humanity has big problems, we don’t really know much about the spirit it’s a phenomena for now until those so called people who matter more than I speak up and say it’s so.

So faith or experience, they both have there floors, faith is something you hold onto and hope it sees you through it’s neither here or there. Whilst experience is something we all have individually and once it’s shared you have to then hope other people believe you. If someone has not had an out of body experience then why should they believe them , I know I wouldn’t and don’t blame others when they don’t.

And that my friend is a huge problem for myself because there is no one out there who really understands and has the right knowledge about what is going on.

That’s why I’m conversing with you now because I’m always looking for an answer.

I’m happy that you contacted me I’m sorry if I upset your facts but I had to say something when I saw what you wrote.

What would you do if you were me?

Rudy.

Rudy
said on January 23, 2010 at 6:13 am

I have no idea where you might have got your facts from about the spirit interesting although not true.

”The only thing that is not moving is the spirit”

The spirit co-exist inside of us via movement strange i know but by vibrating so brilliantly it fits in our bodys perfectly,it goes unnoticed you could say.

Also the spirit co-exist in other dimensions where it is always on the move strange again i know but it can be in more than one place at the same time.

”The spirit is the creater of all thoughts”

Thinking is a vessel for thoughts it’s the mechanism to which all animals are tuned into via instinct and nature, animals think instinctiveley we humans think instinctiveley and metaphorically.

When the spirit is seperate from the body it is still possible for the brain or body to think.
It is not the spirit that thinks like your facts say.

If you have any questions to how i might know all this don’t hesitate to contact my email…rudywright@gmail.com

So in your opinion what is more valid experiance or faith?

Without thinking one cannot conceptuallize the idea of a spirit.
So if you cant make an idea of a spirit is it really there?
Whats to say you have a spirit maybe you do maybe you dont.

To finish off for now what evidence do you have to support your thoughts unless you have been able to experiance the existance of the spirit.

(btw im not trying to sound scientific but i want to see if its possible to throw back the evidence you use to support yourself)

”The only thing that is not moving is the spirit”

The spirit co-exist inside of us via movement strange i know but by vibrating so brilliantly it fits in our bodys perfectly,it goes unnoticed you could say.

Also the spirit co-exist in other dimensions where it is always on the move strange again i know but it can be in more than one place at the same time.

”The spirit is the creater of all thoughts”

Thinking is a vessel for thoughts it’s the mechanism to which all animals are tuned into via instinct and nature, animals think instinctiveley we humans think instinctiveley and metaphorically.

When the spirit is seperate from the body it is still possible for the brain or body to think.
It is not the spirit that thinks like your facts say.

If you have any questions to how i might know all this don’t hesitate to contact my email…rudywright@gmail.com

Good for you, Jim!

There is NO denying it. Everyday in my healing practice I am reminded that we are spiritual beings with a human experience, and not the other way around.

It is amazing how many of us are wrapped up most of the time in this human experience and sheer trivia within that.

Oh yes, I can daily find myself there, with the rest of you all. None is beyond spiritual healing which relates us to who we truly are within.

Thanks a lot for your comment and information. Yes, the best writing materials I get from my dreams. Just a few days ago I had a new very interesting dream about a “virtual time travel” that could turn into a new story.

Nice that you had out of body experience. I whish I also had that, lol